I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

 

终于发现

奶茶会让我失眠

无语啊....

我是个睡眠质量不是很好的人

失眠对我来说还算蛮常有的事情

只是

对咖啡免疫的自己

竟然对奶茶没辙

真是有够郁闷的

失眠就失眠咯

爬起来,开电脑,游荡在每个SPACE里

然后,游进自己的SPACE

开始鬼话符了

今年对于中国来说

是个不太平静的年份

老鼠嘛,总是不太安分的咯

而对于我来说

应该也处于人生的转折吧

2008年7月3号

在英国,在苏格兰,在邓迪

这个貌似熟悉了却还是很陌生的城市里

我结束了我二十多年的学生生涯

这意味着

我即将步入社会

还是,有点不太想面对啊

可是,要面对的最终还是逃避不了

就象多年前那样...

面对就面对咯

又不是什么大不了的事情

对于未来,我没有太多的想法

只是清楚的知道

要用心去做每一件事情

要脚踏实地的做人

要和爸爸妈妈,朋友们一起

开开心心过好每一天

这样,就PERFECT了

无欲无求,才是人生的最高境界嘛

哈哈,说说而已

OK,鬼话符完毕,关电脑,睡觉